6.6.05

Help! I'm sinking!

Ever stepped on quicksand? I wonder how it feels like? That sinking feeling, perhaps? Life is like that sometimes. You step on something that you're not suppose to step on, plonk, down you go!. Next time when it happens, grab anything your hands can get on, it might save you a heap! look where you're treading, it make sense to be alert and watch where you're going. Nobody's going to be around when you do that sinking feeling routine! Ha!

Confused!

I wonder how long am I'm going to feel this way? Sense that something dangerous is coming my way, but just don't know what it is! Maybe its just me, worrying over many things and too concerned with ways that doesn't matter. The drift sure coming very strongly. Getting many conflicting signals form above, don't know what is the real thing and what's not. Sure hope that this feeling will go away soon! Exit, stage left!!!!!

Crazy times ahead!

Crazy times with crazy schedule. Phew! Haven't much time to breathe. Recently, I've been flooded with BB activities. Imagine having 5 camps and 6 parades within a span of a month. No wonder I've been acting a bit strange lately. Surely, there's a better way to spend my June than to get so intensely involved with the BB Boys. But then, there's no complain. Afterall, I'm paid to do all these things. So what am I saying? Enjoy it while you can, for when the days of trouble arrives and the years approach when I say, "I find no pleasure in them" - I'll be in really big trouble! Just as king Solomon wrote that in Ecclesiastes 12:1. I'm also reminded that in everything I do, fear God and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgement, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil. Ecc 12:13,14. So enjoy every thing that God has given us.