Ok, I give up. What's on your mind, if you will forgive the exaggerations! I have come to a point where you will always move three steps forward and end up losing two steps backward. What is happening to me? Where is the passion that started out in my life? I suppose the things I have always wanted to do remained undone and unfulfilled. Life's sucks, but what am I to say it? God's way is just and I'm getting what I deserve. Period!